Hayley Williams by Emily Shur for Bust Magazine.
We went to see Paramore tonight. Here is Scarlet both overwhelmed and cracking into happiness. We had the best time. So grateful to Vail for getting all 3 of us in.
I just really wanted to see Scarlet with blue hair 😛. Miss y’all.
I SPOTTED HER!!!! One day I must meet Scarlet.
I’m going to tell the full story about meeting paramore.
after a long ass wait, we finally made it back stage. after another long ass wait, it was my turn to meet them.
I walked up to them and my first words were “this isn’t real” which made Hayley laugh haha.
Hayley and I then started talking about how we liked each other’s makeup and they all said they really liked my tattoo. I gave them the bracelets my sister made them. they put them on and seemed to really like them.
then after that, I told them about how they saved my life and how I used to cut and tried to kill myself.
I got all choked up during my story which made Hayley tear up and Taylor was pretty sad. Jeremy was kind of just like “wait we did what no way” hahaha.
afterwards I told them to sign my paper as an agreement between them and I that I will never self harm or attempt suicide again and they got really happy with that.
they signed it and wrote “we ❤️ you” on it, along with “chin up!” and “stay with us!”
they then all proceeded to thank me for being alive and for staying alive to meet them and thanked me for being there.
they. thanked me. for staying alive.
they. thanked me. for being there and getting better.
the band I’ve loved for the past 7-8 years. thanked me. and are really happy that I’m alive.
you can tell in the pictures when I start to tell them my story and how they react. it was real and sincere. and that means more to me than anything does.
cause I won’t take shit from anyone anymore. my favorite band is happy I’m alive and wants me to stay alive.
that’s all that matters.
after all of that, we all took a picture together. I ended it all by saying “tonight let’s celebrate life and party!”
I’ll be getting the butterfly they signed tattoo’d sometime in the near future.
best life changing moment ever.
thank you, paramore.
Man, this is so awesome. Love this girl & Paramore!